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Understanding and treating depression : ways to find hope and help

by Rudy V Nydegger

  Book

WHY DO I SEE LIFE AS NOT WORTH LIVING????????   (2012-07-28)

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by KURSTY

IF I EVER CAME ACROSS THIS FUCKING PARTICULAR BOOK I'D PROBABLY SCRIBBLE ALL OVER IT IN ANGER AND FRUSTRATION - JUST AS I ALREADY SCRIBBLED ALL OVER THOSE OTHER FUCKING BOOKS AND FUCKING NOVELS!!!!!!!!

I CAN'T HELP GETTING DEPRESSED WHEN LOOKING BACK ON MY TWENTIES AND EARLY ADULTHOOD, BECAUSE IT WASN'T WHAT I WANTED!!!!!!!!  IN FACT, THERE ARE TIMES WHEN I GET THAT DEPRESSED WHENEVER LOOKING BACK ON MY LIFE THAT I DON'T EVEN WANT TO BE ALIVE ANYMORE, BECAUSE OF ALL THAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH AND BECAUSE I FIND THE WORLD A CRUEL, CONFUSING, AND FRIGHTENING PLACE THAT I DON'T EVEN BELONG IN!!!!!!!!

NO WONDER SO MANY FUCKING YOUNG PEOPLE CHOOSE TO TAKE THE EASY WAY OUT AND LEAVING BEHIND THEIR LOVED ONES!!!!!!!!  NO WONDER THEY END UP TAKING THEIR OWN LIVES - BECAUSE LIFE IS NOT WORTH LIVING!!!!!!!!  I SEE LIFE AS NOT WORTH LIVING BECAUSE OF THE WAY I AM AND BECAUSE OF THE SITUATION THAT I'M IN!!!!!!!!  MY LIFE IS SAD AND STUPID COMPARED TO THE LIVES OF ABLE-MINDED NON-DISABLED PEOPLE - ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO ARE NOT IN THE SAME SITUATION AS ME!!!!!!!!  YET OTHER PEOPLE EXPECT ME NOT TO HAVE THOUGHTS OF SUICIDE!!!!!!!!

GO FUCKING KILL YOURSELF AND STOP TAKING UP MY FUCKING OXYGEN THEN - JUST BECAUSE YOUR LIFE IS FUCKED UP COMPARED TO MOST OTHER PEOPLE'S LIVES!!!!!!!! SERIOUSLY, IF YOU'RE NOT GOING TO DO ANYTHING PRODUCTIVE FOR SOCIETY OR YOUR COMMUNITY YOU MIGHT AS WELL DO NOTHING!!!!!!!!  PEOPLE LIKE YOU MAKE THE WORLD A DISGUSTING PLACE - SELF PITYING WORTHLESS WASTES OF SPACE THAT THINK THEY HAVE INNER TURMOIL AND DEPRESSION!!!!!!!!  YOU DON'T DESERVE TO BE ALIVE, ANYWAY, AND YOU SHOULDN'T BE ALLOWED TO WALK THE SURFACE OF THE EARTH!!!!!!!!  DON'T BOTHER DOING ANYTHING WORTH LIVING FOR - JUMP OFF A FUCKING BALCONY AND END IT ALL INSTEAD!!!!!!!!

"GET OUT OF MY WAY, PLEASE!!!!!!!!"

"YOU DON'T JUST START SNAPPING AT OTHER PEOPLE JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE IN ONE OF YOUR BAD MOODS!!!!!!!!  YOU'RE GOING BACK TO BEING MISERABLE AND RUDE AGAIN!!!!!!!!"

NO WONDER SO MANY PEOPLE CHOOSE NOT TO HAVE CHILDREN; THEY CAN JUST GO WHEREVER THEY WANT, AND DO WHATEVER THEY WANT WITH THEIR FUCKING LIVES!!!!!!!! IF THEY NEED TO GET AS FAR AWAY FROM EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING AS POSSIBLE, THEY CAN DO JUST THAT!!!!!!!!

WHAT DID I SAY TO YOU ABOUT CALLING OUT ABOUT BRAIN TUMOR???????? EH????????  WHAT DID I SAY TO YOU ABOUT CALLING OUT ABOUT BRAIN TUMOR????????  DID I NOT TELL YOU THAT IT UPSETS ME, OR WHAT????????

WHAT HAPPENED WAS VERY SERIOUS!!!!!!!!  OKAY?!?!?!?!  WHAT YOU DID AT ALL YOUR SPECIAL NEEDS SCHOOLS AND ALL THOSE OTHER FUCKING PLACES AS WELL!!!!!!!!

WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO ABOUT THAT LIBRARY BOOK THAT YOU SCRIBBLED ON????????
I'M GOING TO SHOW IT TO THEM WHEN I GET BACK!!!!!!!!
YOU'RE CRAZY!!!!!!!!  YOU REALLY MADE A FOOL OF YOURSELF LAST NIGHT!!!!!!!!  ONE OF THE MALE STAFF MEMBERS AT THAT SPECIAL NEEDS BOARDING SCHOOL ST DOMINIC'S - HE SAID HE COULD HARDLY BELIEVE THAT HE WAS SPEAKING TO A FUCKING TWENTY-SEVEN YEAR OLD ON THE PHONE!!!!!!!!

YOU SHOULDN'T LASH OUT AT OTHER PEOPLE, BECAUSE IT'S NOT VERY FAIR ON THE OTHER SPECIAL NEEDS RESIDENTS!!!!!!!!  THEY HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH WHAT YOU'RE GOING THROUGH!!!!!!!!
"SHE SOUNDED LIKE THE DEVIL!!!!!!!!" 
"WELL, OF COURSE SHE WOULD IF  SHE WAS POSSESSED!!!!!!!!"
WE'RE TALKING ABOUT SOMEONE FROM THE EXORCIST, AREN'T WE?!?!?!?!
ARE YOU BETTER THAN SOMEONE FROM THE EXORCIST????????  NO, YOU'RE NOT!!!!!!!  SO DON'T EVEN FUCKING BOTHER BRINGING THEM INTO ANY OF THIS!!!!!!!!

 




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