<DIV>CHAPTER ONEJohn Charles FrÃ©Mont <P>General Kearny killed the baby. I would never say it publicly, but I knew right down to my bones that it was true. Jessie would come to it also; she thought that Benton was sickly because of the court-martial.</P><P>Ten weeks was all the life allotted my firstborn, named after Jessieâ€™s family. The ordeal in Washington City was more than Jessie could endure, and it afflicted the child she was carry ing, and now the bell tolls.</P><P>Stephen Watts Kearny and his cronies brought the charge, mutiny and disobedience in California; put me and my family through the ordeal; and triumphed. He who was a friend of the Bentons, supped at their table, could not contain a raging envy of me, and now the bell tolls.</P><P>Benton was a sickly infant, delivered by a worn woman, though Jessie was but twenty-four. Even Kit Carson, almost a stranger to children, said as much. He had visited Jessie in Washington only a few weeks ago, having completed his courier duty for the army, and thought that Benton would not live long.</P><P>I watched the pewter river slide past in the dawn. We were aboard the Martha, plying its slow way to Westport from Saint Louis. Most of my men were there, awaiting me, receiving and guarding the expeditionâ€™s materiel and mules. I didnâ€™t much care to go on this expedition. It would not be the same. A great weariness has afflicted me ever since the verdictâ€”no, ever since General Kearny marched me to the States as the rear of his column, in disgrace.</P><P>I had read in the press that I have changed: â€œColonel FrÃ©mont looks weary and gray since his ordeal,â€? according to all reports. I have not changed and nothing bends me, and soon the republic will see what I am made of. The army will see what I am made of. So will President Polk. And their brown claws will not touch me this time.</P><P>The Martha vibrated more than most river packets do, and I wondered if Captain Rolfe knew his main bearings were out of true. The hooded shores, heavy with mist-shrouded trees wearing their yellow October colors, slid by. I would need to talk to Rolfe; I would need to help Jessie out of her world and into the real one. I had left her in the gloomy stateroom, sitting in her ivory nightclothes on the bunk, crooning to Benton at her breast. The boy was dead. Sometime in the small hours his weak heart had failed. Kitty, her colored maid, had discovered it. Now the infant hung limp in her arms, while she whispered and sang and clutched the still, cold infant.</P><P>I would have to disturb her. It is not in me to flee from any duty.</P><P>I retreated from the deck rail and entered our dank stateroom. Jessie sat on the edge of the bunk, rocking softly, the child still clamped to her breast. She eyed me, and then the shadows, where Kitty sat helplessly.</P><P>â€œJessie, itâ€™s time to let go.â€?</P><P>She nodded. â€œHeâ€™s dead, I know.â€?</P><P>â€œYes. May I take him?â€?</P><P>â€œI had him for such a little while.â€?</P><P>But she handed the cold infant to me. It didnâ€™t resemble anyone I knew. I stood, holding it. She turned away, not knowing what to do or caring to see what I would do with the dead boy.</P><P>I found the blue receiving blanket and wrapped it around Benton. The boy should have weighed more. He weighed almost nothing. Did souls have weight? Did a living infant weigh more?</P><P>â€œIâ€™ll have the cabin boy bring you something. Tea?â€?</P><P>â€œIt was the strain,â€? she said. â€œAll the while you were under a cloud, the little baby knew it. It shrank him up.â€?</P><P>â€œJessieâ€”you are a beautiful mother.â€?</P><P>She smiled fleetingly. â€œI wanted him to be like you,â€? she said.</P><P>â€œRest a while. Iâ€™ll be back.â€?</P><P>â€œIâ€™ll never see my baby again.â€?</P><P>I nodded. Then I slipped out on the dewy deck and made my way forward, the bundle in my arms. Below, the side-wheeler shivered its way upstream, gliding over murky water, leaving a gentle wake behind. A quiet rhythm punctuated the dawn as the paddles splashed and the great drive piston reciprocated.</P><P>The grimy white wheel house was ahead. I knocked, and was shouted in, but I saw only the helmsman steering the boatâ€™s slow passage. â€œCaptain Rolfe, please. FrÃ©mont here.â€?</P><P>The helmsman simply pointed at a door behind the wheel house. I opened it and found myself staring at the half-dressed captain eating breakfast in a small galley. The man wore blue trousers and a stained gray union suit.</P><P>â€œItâ€™s you, FrÃ©mont. I knew you were aboard.â€?</P><P>â€œCaptain, we have lost our boy.â€?</P><P>Rolfe stared at the small bundle. â€œI am sorry. Was it cholera?â€?</P><P>â€œHe was sickly and died in the night.â€?</P><P>Rolfe nodded. â€œIâ€™ll have the carpenterâ€™s mate build a box. Have you plans? We can stop and bury himâ€¦â€?</P><P>â€œCan the child be shipped to Saint Louis?â€?</P><P>â€œWeâ€™re coming on to Jefferson Cityâ€¦â€?</P><P>â€œI would like to do it that way.â€?</P><P>â€œIâ€™m sorry, Colonel. Itâ€™s a hard thing.â€?</P><P>â€œHard on Jessie, yes.â€? That was less than I intended to say. â€œHard on both of us,â€? I added.</P><P>Captain Rolfe dabbed his chin whis kers, wiping away the remains of oat gruel, and tugged a cord. A cabin boy materialized</P><P>â€œTake Colonel FrÃ©mont to the shop.â€?</P><P>I followed the youth down a gangway to the silvery rain-soaked boiler deck, and finally to a noisy room aft. It took only a moment. The carpenterâ€™s mate eyed the quiet bundle, nodded, and set to work.</P><P>I was glad to escape and headed forward until I stood at the rounded prow. This ship was heading west. I was heading west. I was going to California, but going the hard way. Jessie would meet me there, after crossing the isthmus of Panama. She had come to see me off.</P><P>I watched ahead as the river boat wound its way around lazy curves, scything deer from the riverbanks and alarming ravens. The bankside trees clawed at us. An overcast hid the sun and hushed the wind. This was level country. Far away, where the Rockies tumbled up to the sky, I would chop a hole through the wall. That was what this was all about as far as any other living soul knew. But I knew it was about much more. The West Pointers would eat crow, every feather and claw, beak and brain. They would rot unknown in their graves; the nation would decorate its public squares with statues of FrÃ©mont.</P><P>But of that I said nothing, especially not to my wife. She was my ally, prized from the Benton family by our elopement. I acquired the most powerful father-in-law in Washington, and we have put each other to good use, he in his dreams of westward expansion, and I in my dream of decorating every village square. These were unspoken but ever present. He doesnâ€™t like me, and Iâ€™ve never cared for him. But we make common cause.</P><P>We docked at Jefferson City, an indifferent city of indifferent people, and I watched the roustabouts heft the small pine casket ashore to a waiting spring wagon, and that was the last I would see of my son. The Bentons would bury him. Jessie did not join me at the rail, and I supposed she lay abed. I am made of stern stuff, and I watched what passed for a coffin removed from the vessel. The Martha did not tarry long, but it did take on some dripping wet cordwood, and then we shuddered west once again, and I would have it no other way.</P><P>I put my son out of mind.</P><P>This, my fourth expedition, had formed swiftly. It had been privately financed by that old fur trade entrepreneur Robert Campbell, along with O. D. Filley and Thornton Grimsley, but all told, they had not pledged a third of what the government would have given me. There were those in Saint Louis who saw the virtue of steel rails to the far Pacific, spanning the unknown continent, and funneling the whole commerce of the Pacific and the Orient through the gateway city. I was indifferent to that. Success would merely line other menâ€™s pockets. But I was not indifferent to other facets of this trip. I would do it without the leave of the army, without the hindrance of government. And I would do it in winter, the very season requiring the most strenuous exertions and posing the greatest risk. Let them absorb that.</P><P>I would be my own commander, exempt from court-martial, and my only judge and jury would be public opinion and my private esteem. I supposed there would be some obligation to my backers, most particularly my father-in-law, who contributed his skills and his purse to all this. And I would provide it. They would receive the cartographic results for which they anted up.</P><P>There were other things on my mind; I wished to look upon the great foothill tract in California, Las Mariposas, that had been purchased for me by the American consul, Thomas O. Larkin, from the Mexicans. It was not anything I wanted, and Larkin had violated the trust I had placed in him. So I was stuck with a huge tract of rolling land, good for little. Perhaps something lucrative could be made of it, though I wasnâ€™t sure what. I knew it would do for the grazing of cattle or sheep, because that was how the Californios had exploited it. But it might yield more under good Yankee management. I had sent an entire sawmill around the horn, knowing that sawn lumber is in short supply in that remote province. I planned to discover how best to line my pockets.</P><P>The Mediterranean climate of that far shore appealed to me, and I imagined it would appeal to Jessie as well, but it fostered indolence in the natives. She could not endure the transcontinental trip, so she would travel to the Pacific across the isthmus of Panama after seeing me off and meet me in a remote place recently renamed San Francisco, destined by geography to become a fine city someday. Thus she would accompany me to Westport Landing, where my corps of exploration would assemble and depart, and then return to Saint Louis and New Orleans, and we would have a rendezvous some unimaginable distance away, at some unfathomable moment to come.</P><P>It was just as well. She might be brimming with youth, but she was not fit.</P><P>I returned frequently to the stateroom where Jessie secluded herself. She seemed uncommonly stricken, and I did my best to cheer her, along with her maid, who was quartered below. By the time we reached Westport she was up and about, wearing gray wool, taking tours on the boiler deck, studying the ever-moving panorama as we shivered our way west.</P><P>â€œI am very nearly the only woman on board,â€? she said on one of our tours, her arm locked in mine.</P><P>â€œThe wilderness offers no closets,â€? I said. â€œMen go west first.â€?</P><P>â€œOh, fiddle, Charles. There are women in the wagon trains, and no closets for two thousand miles.â€?</P><P>I enjoyed her renewed brightness. She might have an entirely unrealistic perception of the strength and weaknesses of the sexes, but at least her lively spirit was returning, along with a healthy blush to her cheeks. She took great delight in me, which I found flattering. She certainly had her pick of men, being a senatorâ€™s daughter, but all those high-bred swain were felled before they knew they had been hewn down. On my part, I prided myself in offering her the utmost consideration.</P><P>This was not her first experience of steam travel, and she eyed the roustabouts with a knowing eye. Most were freed blacks, raw-boned ragged men in ceaseless toil. The furnace required enormous amounts of wood to wrestle the packet against the steady current, and that meant that the deck hands sweated through long days, lifting three-foot logs, nimbly swinging them into the firebox, somehow avoiding burning themselves, only to draw yet another log off the great piles stacked on the boiler deck, only two feet or so above water. It was steam that wrestled with gravity and nature, but the sinewy legs and arms of men fed the furnaces that wrought the steam.</P><P>â€œThey are so thin,â€? she said.</P><P>â€œThey move tons of wood each day,â€? I replied.</P><P>â€œThey would be good men for you to take with you.â€?</P><P>â€œI have better men,â€? I replied.</P><P>Indeed, I had assembled a fine lot of volunteers, many of them men from my old corps of exploration who knew the wilds and how to survive in it. To these I had added a few adventurers, who would travel unpaid. There was no money to pay wages, and not even enough to equip them, but my father-in-law planned to introduce a bill that would cover costs. His first efforts along those lines had been roundly rebuked, with the court-martial looming as the obstacle to any further consideration. But the senator and I thought that on the successful completion of the railroad survey, some funds would be forthcoming from a grateful Congress. So I did not hesitate to assure our company that one way or another, they would be paid, and in any case they would have safe passage to California. Thus did we finally dock in Westport, where the Missouri River bends north, and we were met by most of the men of my company, who were waiting for their leader.</P><P>Excerpted from Snowbound by .<BR>Copyright Â© 2010 by Richard S. Wheeler.<BR>Published in March 2010 by A Tom Doherty Associates Book.<BR>All rights reserved. This work is protected under copyright laws and reproduction is strictly prohibited. Permission to reproduce the material in any manner or medium must be secured from the Publisher.</P></DIV> <BR><BR><i>Continues...</i> <!-- copyright notice --> <br></pre> <blockquote><hr noshade size='1'><font size='-2'> Excerpted from <b>Snowbound</b> by <b>Wheeler, Richard S.</b> Copyright © 2010 by Wheeler, Richard S.. Excerpted by permission.<br> All rights reserved. No part of this excerpt may be reproduced or reprinted without permission in writing from the publisher.<br>Excerpts are provided by Dial-A-Book Inc. solely for the personal use of visitors to this web site.